i just wanna share something here. its a song from a local band "Playphonics". as i am a huge fan of bands with women on vocals, i gave this band a chance and as soon as i heard their first single "PAGBIGYAN", i got hooked. i searched for months for the single on the web but found nothing. but ALAS! i finally found it posted on imeem.com- the overly used music application embedded on friendster profiles. :) the song is all about being hesitant to enter into a new relationship with someone. having this fear of getting hurt and all that BS but never gave it a chance. it sounds too familiar about someone i know.tsk2. anyway, here's the lyrics of song. and maybe YOU can relate to the essence of this melodic piece.
Ano bang nakakatakot sa ganyan?
Kung sasaktan, talagang masasaktan.
Malayo o malapit man,
Kung di susubukan, di matututunan.
Sabi mo gusto mo naman siya.
Pero natatakot kang umikot ang mundo mo sa kanya.
Natatakot kang iwanan niya.
'Ni di mo man lang binigyan ng pagkakataong mahalin ka niya.
Hindi sa layo ang sukatan.
Hindi sa anyo ang basehan.
Di ba dapat, sa nararamdaman.
Bakit di pagbigyan?
Paano mo malalaman?
Maari ngang masaktan.
Maari din namang wagas na pagmamahalan.
Bakit mo inuunahan?
Ba't hindi pagbigyan.
Pilit mang iwasan.
Pilit mang talikuran.
Di mo kayang diktahan.
Di mo kayang pagtakpan.
Bakit di pagbigyan?
Paano mo malalaman?
Maari ngang masaktan.
Maari din namang wagas na pagmamahalan.
Bakit mo inuunahan?
Bakit hindi pagbigyan.

incubus fans might recognize this design in one of their videos. i remembered i wanted to have a tattoo after seeing the video and it would be exactly the same as this one right here. its kinda like wanting to have your belly button pierced after watching Alicia Silverstone on the video "Crazy" by Aerosmith. Wait, was it Alicia or Liv Tyler? I cant tell them apart. 